So I've been back 3 days. And I've seen Emily twice already. The once due to my actively seeking her out. Now - why, I hear you ask, would Dark actively seek out a girl he knows he likes too much, spend money on "stationary I need" (which he doesn't) and generally go out of his way to see someone who is leaving for New Zealand at the end of the summer and who he took 5 months to stop thinking about last time he saw her? Why would you do that to yourself, Dark?
I don't know. I think I hate myself or something. Subconsciously. And it's easier than just kicking myself repeatedly in the groin.